Copia
“I cant help feeling overwhelmed. Catching my self going on autopilot trough the day. Shielding my self from how miserable I have made myself. A coping mechanism. Cant sleep.
just a lot to think about right now.
If nothing changes, I think I will move back home. Too much pressure. Lack of direction. Not feeling like you have made the right choices. Not learning from your mistakes. Moving so fast from place to place. both physically, and from headspace to headspace.
I am pretty stubborn. Stubborn enough to think i could make it on my own terms. I still think this. Have been doing the same thing for 4 years now. feeling kinda locked in. Love is also complicated.
abundant thoughts.
all in vain.
copia.
Hope things gets better tomorrow”.
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